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freder!c zkr!b!z >>>it's always good to challenge him >> >>! agree. uen ! uaz a g!rl ! l!ked h!m mor dzn an! odr xy > >and then you grew up due 2 l!pz mo!zt u!th dez!re !n 1 shadou ov dze velt >and !mag!n a lv u!thout !luz!onz 1 perzon u kould la! ur hand on at an! momnt >my all eror komz 4rom ekzkluz!on nou komz dze 2nd truth = korektd horor >my not made 4 d!zperz!on t!k t!k ... t!!!!!!!!!!ng. uen 1 !z unfa!thfl 1 !z unfa!thfl through lv do u knou man! men !n lv uho ud refusz 01 atrakt!v 2x +? !n!z!al! zekx = 01 v!ktor!. aprez !t bkmz 1 defeat. prezkr!pz!e 4 v!ktor!: leave 2 return. and\or chazt!t! [chazt!t! = truth + !t k!lz dze zpez!ez xx: ! kant let u d!e bkz ! shl 4get u. tzo ! u!sh 2 keep u on d!sz z!de ov dze velt uear ! kan embrasz u ... xx: o. !tz a dreadfl dz!ng 2 d!e knou!ng 1 u!l b 4gotn ... xx: dze ekzepz!onl lf 4rm teachez uz 2 z !n natur uat !tz uork haz managed 2 !zolat xx: !! sc!ensz ekzpla!nz uat hapenz. not uat !z >daughter turned 16 two days ago ! hav reached dze age uear ! m hap! 2 rekogn!sz m! zelv !n 01 elsez ch!ld 2 bodies are better than one for depicting the thermophilic inter.tanglements decorating our mesophilic m9ndscapes every year the young girls come into flower on the beaches. they have only one season. the following year they are replaced by other flower-like faces which the previous season still belonged to little girls. for the man who looks at them they are yearly waves whose weight and splendor break into uen 1 !z beaut!fl 1 !z 4g!vn uat !z !lnesz - dze fl!ght ov youth >after me, ovr ur dead bod! +? kal!pzo ofr ull!zez dze cho!sz betu!n !mortal!t! + dze land ov h!z b!rth ! l!ke h!z cho!sz ... v.much dze journal ov zeparaz!on u!l !z alzo lonel!nesz do u knou man! men !n lv uho ud refusz 01 atrakt!v 2x +? 2x = aprez!at!v aud!ensz [aaa. dze m!rakl ov not hav!ng 2 zpeak ov zelf - !t doeznt zeem dzat d!sz uorld zat!zf!ez u - !t doeznt zat!zf! m! bkz !t !z be!ng takn 4rom m! or radzr !t !z bkz !t zat!zf!ez m! 2 much dzat ! feel dze horor ov loz!ng !t - ! dont underztnd - u do not u!sh 2 - phpz ... - but ... dzere !z lv he turnz bak. h!z face uearz dezpa!r - da abr ... lv = ov d!sz uorld froth! l!ght tu!nkl thought kar!ed on !n zol!tude = 01 fr!ghten!ng adventr 1x z!mlr paz!on uaz felt b! zp!noza + n!etzsche `dzere kanot b a god 4. !f dzere uere 1. ! kould not akzept not be!ng !t` dzere = momntz uen ! != kan bear dze kontrad!kz!e an! lngr ma!z ... dze zekret 2 1 un!versz = !mag!n!ng god zanz human !mortal!t! !mortal!t! !z 1 !dea u!thout memor! aftr she d!ez he rekovrz her _ young + beaut!fl. a del!ghtfl lv roze l!fd aga!n !n h!z heart. `! lv u` he told her bonaparte: a real! great man u!l alua!z plasz h!m zelv abov dze evntz he haz kauzd ztendhal: b4 lv - ! uaz zomt!mz temptd 2 konz!dr m! zelv great camus: ! u!thdreu 4rom dze velt not bkz ! had enem!ez but bkz ! had fr!endz. not bkz dze! d!d m! an !ll turn but bkz dze! thought m! betr dzn ! m. !t uaz a l!e ! kould not endur - [po!nt!ng at h!m] uat r dzoze +? - dze markz ov men.z lv mad u!l ov zakr!f!sz - 01 uho d!ez 4 zomdz!ng dzat !znt real !t took 10 !earz 2 u!n van gogh: ! kanot uen unuel l!v u!thout zomdz!ng dzat !z greatr dzn ! - dze pouer ov kreaz!on l!tl b! l!tl kreaz!on zeparatez uz 4rom ever! 1 + zetz uz apart u!thout dze shadou ov lv !n d!sz reg!on uear u!ntr zuprezez all klr - all !z u!te all znd - dze znou zmothrz !t all scentz - dze kold envelopz dzm chptr 8 uen dze! found each odr aga!n dze! zt!l had konz!derabl d!fklt! zubzt!tut!ng dze real perzon 4 dze kreaz!on ov dze!r !mag!naz!onz konv!nsz ur zelv dzat a uork ov art = 01 human be!ng !t real! uaznt uorth u!le dze tank turnz ovr + falz apart l!ke 01 zent!pede dze n!ght = az zoft az m!lk due 2 traged! != 1 zoluz!e z!lansz zvp dze opoz!t ov utop!a !z ... krschhhhh u fl! through ur ha!r on ur nrvz plzr mor plzr u fl! through ur brrrra!n tzk tzk tzk dr!pz on ur blood \ prezr br!ngz u moooooor plzr u fl! dont ztoooooooooooppppp kom 2 ur t!pz u fl! ordnung + d!sz!pl!n ( ) nn = dze d!ztansz t!me haz g!vn zufer!ng and your own life is in danger dze ztager!ng ualz r shak!ng dze ualz fffffffffp the sun is water - lets zu!!!!!!!m set tz u!!m t tt nt n nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn ! am dumbfoundd she uaz hungr! she reku!rd m! en t! re l! ! klearl! reta!n dze land dze zore !n m! zoul dze mark !n m! dze zore !n m! zoul dze mark !n m! az!d ra!n ra!n ra!n a r ! ! ! nn she leŸt m! d12lokatd d!z empouerd + tu!tch!ng nanananananananananananananananaanana leav!ng ashez on dze ground ! u!ztle u!ztl z purzue zpez!!kkk tøp1 ksz ksz d!e !n reŸŸŸŸŸŸŸerenzez - hjAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA uuuuuuuuuuuuu natur uork\z + !sz o7++n ut!l!zd 47 tekzt fotoz ov kruschd komponentz baz !kk konzeptz o | v x y z!metr!e be!ng toLd - u r dze pre face preface tarn!sh!ng zoluz!onz hjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjj be!ng [k]2Ld - zm[k] tzr tzrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr r r schhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh r r l!f !n dze a!r r rrrrrrr r z!rkl!ng around r r d!v !n dze shelt r r d!e !n dze znt r |< sz !t z dze !n z!ght opz!on->lllll group teor!e uordz r our akz!onz leapz our fa!lrz k ø m pl e t f ! e l d z ov human endeavr u dont bel!ev m! +? |- |< sz !t z dze !n z!ght kampf††Ÿ†ere!t - tr ul +e zanz 706!k up up up 4th aKt. doorz r guardd apolog3t!k l!teratur + kompet!t!v naught!nez youth kont1nz ..... !n grtr fool!shnesz better. hardr. faztr. ekko 4 kl!mat!k mo mn tszzzz tszzzztszzzz - v.touch!ng [4r0m dzat po!nt ov uuuuuuuuuuuuu u o r u u h o u h u - r u plaaAAAAAAaaaa ...tszzzzzzzzt t ! n g hmmm ... zomdz!ng !z urong he falz falz !n 2 1 x 8 he needd kontakt + uarmth ava!lbl upn rekuezt bod!ez ztr!pd bare b4 dze uavez - g-dz zal!va | zal!va !z good - b L p monztrouz pf om but !t !z alua!z dze b 0 d + !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dz t u i! nn z 4 evR f3ed!ng !n 1x frenz! - a hell u!ch prezupozez parad!sz [dze !z! uaterz ov zpr!ngt!me zea bath!ng \ dze t!ran! ov 2x charm - one day the little waves carried onto the fine sand of the beach the body of a beautiful young woman. seeing her dimetos fell on his knees stricken with love. but he was forced to watch the decay of this magnificent body and went mad. this was the woman's vengeance and the symbol of a condition we must try to define. uen ! ar!vd h!er m! 1zt thought uaz _____... phpz ! ach!evd zuch an efort dzat t!me haz made 1x komplet revoluz!e at dze bordr kroz!ng all ! kould hear uaz her pulsz alread! earl!nesz opnz dze bak ov dze klok ! ztep !n ! am at dze ztat!on 4rom u!ch ! had departd on m! !n!z!al journe! !t haz rema!nd az !t uaz u!thout change all l!vez dzat ! kould hav l!vd beg!n h!er dzere !z dze 01 g!rl uho kould hav b!n m!ne + uaznt... zame e!ez. zame ha!r ... she lookz around az !f mak!ng fun ov m! ! po!nt m! ch!n at her she ra!zez dze kornerz ov her mouth az !f 2 zm!le dzn ztopz bkz zhe haz changed her m9nd or bkz d!sz !z dze onl! ua! she zm!lz ! dont knou !f dzat !z a kompl!mnt but !.ll take !t az 1 ! zold u 2da! she u!zprz uho bought m! +? 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