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freder!c zkr!b!z

>>>it's always good to challenge him
>>
>>! agree. uen ! uaz a g!rl ! l!ked h!m mor dzn an! odr xy 
>
>and then you grew up

due 2 l!pz mo!zt u!th dez!re
!n 1 shadou ov dze velt



>and 

!mag!n a lv u!thout !luz!onz
1 perzon u kould la! ur hand on
at an! momnt




>my 

all eror komz 4rom ekzkluz!on


nou komz dze 2nd truth = korektd horor




>my 

not made 4 d!zperz!on

t!k t!k ... t!!!!!!!!!!ng. uen 1 !z unfa!thfl 1 !z unfa!thfl through lv

do u knou man! men !n lv uho ud refusz 01 atrakt!v 2x +?



!n!z!al! zekx = 01 v!ktor!. aprez !t bkmz 1 defeat.
prezkr!pz!e 4 v!ktor!: leave 2 return. and\or chazt!t!  [chazt!t! = truth + !t k!lz dze zpez!ez


xx: ! kant let u d!e bkz ! shl 4get u. tzo ! u!sh 2 keep u on d!sz z!de ov dze velt
    uear ! kan embrasz u ...
xx: o. !tz a dreadfl dz!ng 2 d!e knou!ng 
    1 u!l b 4gotn ...
xx: dze ekzepz!onl lf 4rm teachez uz 2 z !n natur uat !tz uork haz managed 2 !zolat
xx: !! sc!ensz ekzpla!nz uat hapenz. not uat !z



>daughter turned 16 two days ago

! hav reached dze age uear ! m hap! 2 rekogn!sz m! zelv !n 01 elsez ch!ld
2 bodies are better than one for depicting the thermophilic inter.tanglements 
decorating our mesophilic m9ndscapes 

every year the young girls come into flower on the beaches.
they have only one season. the following year they are replaced
by other flower-like faces which the previous season still belonged
to little girls. for the man who looks at them they are yearly waves
whose weight and splendor break into 

uen 1 !z beaut!fl 1 !z 4g!vn

uat !z !lnesz - dze fl!ght ov youth



>after me,

ovr ur dead bod! +?

kal!pzo ofr ull!zez dze cho!sz betu!n !mortal!t! + dze land ov h!z b!rth
! l!ke h!z cho!sz ... v.much

dze journal ov zeparaz!on
u!l !z alzo lonel!nesz


do u knou man! men !n lv uho ud refusz 01 atrakt!v 2x +?
2x = aprez!at!v aud!ensz   [aaa. dze m!rakl ov not hav!ng 2 zpeak ov zelf


- !t doeznt zeem dzat d!sz uorld zat!zf!ez u

- !t doeznt zat!zf! m! bkz !t !z be!ng takn 4rom m!
  or radzr !t !z bkz !t zat!zf!ez m! 2 much dzat ! feel dze horor ov loz!ng !t

- ! dont underztnd

- u do not u!sh 2

- phpz ...

- but ... dzere !z lv

he turnz bak. h!z face uearz dezpa!r

- da abr ... lv = ov d!sz uorld



froth! l!ght

tu!nkl

thought kar!ed on !n zol!tude = 01 fr!ghten!ng adventr

1x z!mlr paz!on uaz felt b! zp!noza + n!etzsche
`dzere kanot b a god 4. !f dzere uere 1. ! kould not akzept not be!ng !t`

dzere = momntz uen ! != kan bear dze kontrad!kz!e an! lngr
ma!z ... dze zekret 2 1 un!versz = !mag!n!ng god zanz human !mortal!t!
!mortal!t! !z 1 !dea u!thout memor!

aftr she d!ez he rekovrz her _ young + beaut!fl.
a del!ghtfl lv roze l!fd aga!n !n h!z heart. `! lv u` he told her

bonaparte: a real! great man u!l alua!z plasz h!m zelv abov dze evntz he haz kauzd

ztendhal: b4 lv - ! uaz zomt!mz temptd 2 konz!dr m! zelv great

camus: ! u!thdreu 4rom dze velt not bkz ! had enem!ez but bkz ! had fr!endz.
       not bkz dze! d!d m! an !ll turn but bkz dze! thought m! betr dzn ! m.
       !t uaz a l!e ! kould not endur


- [po!nt!ng at h!m] uat r dzoze +?
- dze markz ov men.z lv



mad u!l ov zakr!f!sz - 01 uho d!ez 4 zomdz!ng dzat !znt real

!t took 10 !earz 2 u!n

van gogh: ! kanot uen unuel l!v u!thout zomdz!ng dzat !z greatr dzn ! - dze pouer ov kreaz!on

l!tl b! l!tl kreaz!on zeparatez uz 4rom
ever! 1 + zetz uz apart u!thout dze shadou ov lv

!n d!sz reg!on uear u!ntr zuprezez all klr - all !z u!te
all znd - dze znou zmothrz !t
all scentz - dze kold envelopz dzm


chptr 8

uen dze! found each odr aga!n dze! zt!l had konz!derabl d!fklt! zubzt!tut!ng
dze real perzon 4 dze kreaz!on ov dze!r !mag!naz!onz

konv!nsz ur zelv dzat a uork ov art = 01 human be!ng
!t real! uaznt uorth u!le




dze tank turnz ovr + falz apart l!ke 01 zent!pede
dze n!ght = az zoft az m!lk due 2
traged! != 1 zoluz!e

z!lansz zvp


dze opoz!t ov utop!a !z ...

 





krschhhhh



u fl!

through ur ha!r

on ur nrvz

plzr

mor plzr

u fl! through ur brrrra!n

tzk tzk tzk

dr!pz on ur blood \ prezr

br!ngz u 

moooooor 

plzr


u fl!

          dont ztoooooooooooppppp


kom 2 ur t!pz

u fl!

ordnung + d!sz!pl!n


        (
      )


nn = dze d!ztansz t!me haz g!vn zufer!ng

and your own life is in danger

dze ztager!ng ualz
r shak!ng dze ualz

fffffffffp

the sun is water - lets zu!!!!!!!m 
    set tz u!!m


t tt nt n nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

! am dumbfoundd

she uaz hungr!

she reku!rd m! 

en t! re l!


! klearl! reta!n

dze land

dze zore !n m! zoul

dze mark !n m! 


dze zore !n m! zoul

dze mark !n m! 

az!d 


ra!n


ra!n


ra!n

                   a 
                r 

                       !


                          !

                             !



nn




she leŸt m! d12lokatd

d!z empouerd

+ tu!tch!ng


nanananananananananananananananaanana

leav!ng ashez on dze ground

        !
u!ztle  u!ztl 
           z

purzue zpez!!kkk tøp1 ksz ksz

d!e !n reŸŸŸŸŸŸŸerenzez - hjAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

uuuuuuuuuuuuu


natur uork\z + !sz o7++n ut!l!zd

47 tekzt fotoz ov kruschd komponentz

baz !kk konzeptz o | v x y z!metr!e

be!ng toLd - u r dze pre face

preface

tarn!sh!ng zoluz!onz

hjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjj

be!ng [k]2Ld - zm[k]

tzr tzrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr           r
                             r
schhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh          r
                          r
l!f !n dze a!r r rrrrrrr
                          r
z!rkl!ng around             r
                             r
d!v !n dze shelt                                                r
                             r
d!e !n dze znt             r
 
                |< sz !t z dze !n z!ght

opz!on->lllll group teor!e

uordz r our akz!onz

leapz our fa!lrz


   k ø m pl e t f ! e l d z ov human endeavr


u dont bel!ev m! +?



                        |- |< sz !t z dze !n z!ght



kampf††Ÿ†ere!t - tr ul +e zanz 706!k


up up up

4th aKt. doorz r guardd

apolog3t!k l!teratur + kompet!t!v naught!nez


                youth kont1nz
 ..... !n grtr fool!shnesz

better. hardr. faztr.


ekko 4 kl!mat!k mo mn tszzzz

tszzzztszzzz - v.touch!ng [4r0m dzat po!nt ov uuuuuuuuuuuuu


                u   o r u 


                u h o   u 


                               h u - r u



                        plaaAAAAAAaaaa 

...tszzzzzzzzt


t

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n

g

hmmm ... zomdz!ng !z urong
he falz falz !n 2 1 x 8
he needd kontakt + uarmth
ava!lbl upn rekuezt

   bod!ez ztr!pd bare b4 dze uavez - g-dz zal!va
        | zal!va !z good - 

           b L p


                           monztrouz pf om

but !t !z alua!z dze b 0 d + !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dz t u i! nn

z



    4 evR f3ed!ng !n 1x frenz! - a hell u!ch prezupozez parad!sz





  [dze !z! uaterz ov zpr!ngt!me zea bath!ng \ dze t!ran! ov 2x charm 















-

one day the little waves carried onto the fine sand of the beach
the body of a beautiful young woman. seeing her dimetos fell on his knees
stricken with love. but he was forced to watch the decay of this magnificent body
and went mad. this was the woman's vengeance and the symbol of a condition we
must try to define.





uen ! ar!vd h!er m! 1zt thought uaz _____...
phpz ! ach!evd zuch an efort dzat t!me haz made 1x komplet revoluz!e

at dze bordr kroz!ng all ! kould hear uaz her pulsz
alread! earl!nesz opnz dze bak ov dze klok
! ztep !n

! am at dze ztat!on 4rom u!ch ! had departd on m! !n!z!al journe!
!t haz rema!nd az !t uaz u!thout change

all l!vez dzat ! kould hav l!vd beg!n h!er
dzere !z dze 01 g!rl uho kould hav b!n m!ne + uaznt...
zame e!ez. zame ha!r ...

she lookz around az !f mak!ng fun ov m!
! po!nt m! ch!n at her
she ra!zez dze kornerz ov her mouth az !f 2 zm!le dzn ztopz
bkz zhe haz changed her m9nd or bkz d!sz !z dze onl! ua! she zm!lz

! dont knou !f dzat !z a kompl!mnt but !.ll take !t az 1

! zold u 2da! she u!zprz
uho bought m! +?
a ztranger. l!ke u


dze moz!onlesz zea at dze foot ov red kl!fz



2 ur!te 1 muzt rema!n on dze odr z!de ov dze uordz
2 read 1 muzt rema!n on dze odr z!de ov dze uordz
dze moz!onlesz zea at dze foot ov red kl!fz


!n ordr 2 sh!ne zoonr authorz refusz 2 re:ur!te
uat ! mean !z d!sz

































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